My post today was called mirror mirror for a reason.The other day I spoke with my sister and we came across a shaky subject I have always pushed to the back of my mind, and just move on anyhow from time to time I will put my makeup on , fix my hair ,and get dressed for the day instead of wearing my pj's all day.
Today I tried that while the girls were napping the only problem there is that no matter what I did nothing was working with me.I washed my hair put my makeup on then tried fixing my hair the more I did the angrier I got, my hair was nothing but a frizz the new mascara I got didn't work out as I hoped then I looked in the mirror over and over to only feel so ugly.I know that within one self is what must shine to show the true beauty, but it helps if you have it on the outside to. That I well did not feel I had today until later in the day I played peek a boo with my baby girl Starr in the mirror,the excitment and wonderment of what she saw through the mirror made me so greatful to be her mom in that moment thats all it takes sometimes to make me remember my true purpose no matter what wether I am haveing a bad hair day or just a bad day, it's me being mom no matter what shape nor form Im in I am their mom and thee love I have and give to them is more important to me than the way I look or feel.that about it all I can say for now until later .