this Day

this day was awful aside from the point that I got to talk to my sister that always makes me fell good.oh there is so musch I could complain about about but what good would it do me anyways with that said I will call it a day talk to you later.
susanne

The Nine Rooms of Happiness - Love, Purpose, and Life's Little Imperfections

The Nine Rooms of Happiness - Love, Purpose, and Life's Little Imperfections

It started at 3:00 am the smorning

well to just inform whoever reads this it is now 4:15 in the morning and yes I am on here posting why not Starr doesnt seem to want to sleep so I dont get to either forgive me for the spelling it is only 4:00 in the morn and I'm not even done with my first cup of coffee as I type this Starr is digging through my purse like it is a treasure chest or something while eating cherreios .I will have alot to do today sice we will be putting up the christmas tree later today any other time I would be excited not this year you can call this mom HUM BUG Of The Year on the holidays thank heaven for our children if it weren't for them who knows Im doing alot of research lately trying to figure out what I want to be or am ment to be and who and what I am right at the moment Im MOMMY at three in the morning tending to my baby and trying to blog at the same time.If I knew how to make money from doing this and reading all the blogs that I have read it would be great only I have to sleep at some point and time right ok well thats it from me at 4:30 in the morning till later .    Always,
                                                                                                                            Susanne

Home Made Thanksgiving Decoration from the heart

There is nothing like homemade from the heart I went out side picked a few leaves out of the yard and a couple small twigs tied a bow around it put some in a vase, then I used construction paper for the place mats and napkins for the leaves to lay on there you have it my homemade thanksgiving dinner setting table the funny thing is that it won't even get put to use sure looks pretty in a picture though ha ha lol that was for you know to all HAPPY THANKSGIVING TILL NEXT YEAR

A Rainy Day

As I was sitting on my back porch I was watching the rain fall, as I did I noticed the ripples from the actual  drops so I went and got the camera of course to try and capture the ripple affect from the rain drops most times when it rains it tends to put one in a grumpy state of mind depending what els may be going on at the time I had laid the girls down for there nap so what better to do than watch the rain fall oh wait I know have a good cup of coffee nothing warms the heart more on a day like this except snuggleing up with a warm blanket and a good book .

when I took the picture I didn't notice until after I look at the picture there was a heart shape thats warm coffe love right there thought it was pretty neat

So the girls woke from there nap and since they weren't awake all the way they had some snuggle cuddle playtime on the couch and of course you know I have to get picture of them getting along right so here we go too cute I might add.

this was skylar playing peek a boo with the blanket

who knew with a little peek a boo those are the good times to hear the giggles and laughs that make the what seems bad at times go away all in all it was a good day hey I even made my pumpkin bread and shared it along the way since I had parent teacher confrence to go to for shayla all went well she is right were she should be and is improving in what she needs to be.

unit next time hope you enjoyed

chicken and dumpling Monday

end result  bet you wish you could have some

inbetween looking pretty yummy

the begining

Ok so it may seem silly to take pictures of food why not other peaople do it and I was proud a home cooked meal from me come on and not only that considering skylar ,myself and shawn were the only ones to eat it the other two are just too picky and don't know what they missed ment to make some pumpkin bread but one thing at a time maybe tomarrow I am just thankful for the blessing in my life now until next time hope you enjoyed and thank you for taking the time to read my blog

Better Late Than Never

here is shayla of course being silly

starr being  the little artist that she is

skylar perfers hands on approach

and the end result

Ok so I decided last minute why not let the kids be crafty for the first time, except I forgot what kind of mess they are capable of babies and paint ? really what was I thinking anyhow all went well not as bad as I thought and it entertained them for a minute it is starting to be that time I need to be creative with the girls it's just that at times it can be very challening at times being that there are two babies that normally want to do the same thing at the same time all the time, when theres only one of me but we manage and without futher due the girls and their painted pumpkins.

Got behind now catching up from cabinet fun to girls with curls

Ok so like I've said before its hard to keep up on this so without futher due the other night after dinner the girls were haveing some cabint fun with all the can food I had to get a picture of course of them grocery shopping in the kitchen if they are happy Im happy as long as they aren't going to get hurt then Im all for it.
Mamaw was visiting and playing with the girls she then rough housed skylar and began showing shayla how to do a hand stand I wasn't quick enough with the camara to catch it but when she started to do it with the girls I had to get a picture,after that we were just hanging out on the couch the girls were getting tired and shayla of course was wired then mamaw wanted to get a picture of me and the girls she couldn't of picked a worst time I looked awful but thats not what matters it's the meaning of us being a family and spending time together that means  the most no matter what it is your doing.

um what to eat let's see

here is my starr

here mamaw was playing with shayla

our little family

sleepy girls

hey mom I want this for dinner

this is skylar

The girls were born with hair alot of it really unlike my baby girl shayla it took her a whole year just about before she got alot any how I just love it after I have given  the girls a bath because their hair turns to nothing but curls I think skylar will end up having some natrual curl to her hair starr's seems to be pretty straight and then so I decided to get a picture of there curly hair just in case you never know not only that it's just too cute pass up why not get a picture by the time they are were shayla is now they will probly hate to have their pictures taken I cant blame them I am a snap happy mom

Sizzling Wok

p.s. I will get it figured out one of these times to put the picture on first then write lol

So I spoke with my sisters on the phone the smorning and have been telling them we need to get together they both agree, then a little while later the one sister calls me back and ask what I was doing and if the girls were awake by chance I had just laid them down but at that moment they weren't sleeping so she invited me to meet her and my nephew for lunch,.as soon as I got off the phone go figure the girls had fell asleep fifteen minutes is better than none right? I would soon find out I got there jackets and everything ready then woke them up to go out for lunch.It was a job but we did it and all went rather well I have to admit and Im glad we did , it's the little moments in our life that mean the most that would be one of those moments for me because that was time with my sister I got to spend with and cherish and was the first time I tried taking the girls out to a resraunt by myself all was well next time hopefully it will and can be the three of us me and my sisters that is without the children not that haveing the kids were bad just makes eating a little harder to do for yourself when you are haveing to  feed them so until next time here is a picture of the kids and I am so glad to of had the time I had to have that time to spend with my sister .

Having Fun With A Friend

don't think you r foolin me u know u r the pool shark lol

So my friend Shannon is in town I couldn't wait to see her and get out of the house for a bit, the plan was for us to go have a starbucks and do a little shopping well change of plans because she is limited on time to visit  we got together a little later than planned but all went well, instead we went to a bowling ally and shot some pool in the bar area and had a drink and a good time. It was sad that our time was only a couple of hours but at least in those hours we had a good time and Im sure there will be more good times to come,  friends are hard to come by so when you know you have that friend hold them close to you and and never let them go even if from a far. Now Im back to  being the mommy and person Im ment to be not that I never was last night I was being me with my best friend can't wait to see you agian until next time know I am always there Im just a phone call away.Take care out there

Another Day

I open my eyes and look over at the time, and relize I got to sleep in, it was 6:20 am so I got up out of bed
quietly so not to wake the others, I felt a sence of goodness come over me as if I was refreshed a new person or something. I make some coffee and go sit down then at 6:30 I hear the cries of my girls waking up so I get their cups of milk ready before I go get them up once up they get their diapers changed then I put them in the walker and the bouncer with their milk and dry ceral so I can have a little more time to finish my coffee and get on the computer after they are done I get them dressed for the day unless it is a pj day in which we stay in our pjs all day, by 7:30 I wake up my daughter shayla for school she plays with her baby sisters then begins to get ready for school.
8:00 is usually breakfest for all 3 girls today shayla decided to get ready then instead of when she fiirst got upby 8:15 finish with breakfest clean up from that all mean while shayla is still in her room doing lord know what when she is suppost to be getting ready, so I fix the girls hair while they r still in their highchairs then put them back in their bouncer n walker
8:30 I get dressed put on my makeup and finally my shoes
8:45 we finally head out the door to take shayla to school
9:00 back home bring in one baby girl at a time put them to bed for their nap once Im done with that I get some more coffee and take a smoke break then I finish getting ready get on the computer
9:50 get skylar up by 10:00 shawn was up having coffee then at 10:30 I helped shawn take out the seats in my van so he could go meet his dad to get the swing set for the girls then starr wakes up she took a good nap 1hr n a half so then I give the girls a snack and put them in the liviing room to play with there toys then I go get back on the computer at 11:16 I was figuring out what t have for lunch then I feed the girls their lunch clean the place up then papaw got us lunch and he visits with the girls shawn done some laundry and I helped him fold laundry
1:00 I leave to take my sweater back to the mall and and a couple different  stores
3:00 I return home put up clothes smoke a cigg, shayla watching tv girls playing in their highchairs I get the girls put them in living room (the baby jail) shayla starts her homework I try to work with her of course goes downhill so shawn takes over on homework while I do dishes then go spend time with girls in baby jail.around 4:45 or so shawn takes a shower kids r playing by 5:00 Im figureing out what to fix for dinner then we have dinner shawn not feeling well so he goes to bed, girls have tomato soup and grilled cheese and chicken with barbeque sauce by 10 till 6:00 I get the girls in their pj's and go read teddybear teddy bear to them then it's kisses and lights out for the girls.
shayla get a board game ready for us to play the game sorry her favorite so we do that by 6:30 I start dishes once agian shayla watches more tv which we need to cut back till time to go to bed at 7:00 it's bedtime for shayla I pick up toys wipe things down tuck shayla in bed by 10 after 7 then I go get back on the computer I have been on the computer alot lately doing this blogging stuff to keep my mine off other things20 after 8 shayla comes out of her room round 2 of getting her in bed people wonder why I pt her to bed so early first off because it takes 30 to 60 minutes or more for her to actually clam down and go to sleep and 2nd that is suppose to be shawn and I time doesn't always work that way but thats the plan .
So Shawn gets up 7:25 to eat I am on the computer then I leave to go to the store and get milk while he is up to keep a ear out for the girls, 8:00 Im back from the store finally I do believe there are angles becausejust when you are not thinking about it or when you least excpect it something good happens and it's like it comes from out of the clear blue and smacks you right in the face thank you for I will always keep and hold onto faith and remember to belive always.
So I get back to writing this blog I decide to call a friend didn't excpect to be on the phone as long as I was thats what happens when you dont keep in contact you have to catch up so it was like 10:00 by the time I got off the phone and went to bed was tired so thats why I finished this the smorning and am just posting it now at 7:45 am nov 4th even though I started it yesterdayjust laid the girls down for their morn napto all in all though my day was a good day I am blessed to of  had  it and blessed to have all that I have with that said until next time                                 love always susanne

                                             I forgot to mention I also enjoyed wearing my new sweater and slippers that shawn got for me early merry christmas to me thank you                     

screams, cries, temper tamtrums, and anger management

Why is it that you can wake up and be positive and look foward to your day then towards around say 4 ish in the afternoon everything goes to hell in a hand basket between tring to make dinner and babies waking up screaming from their naps not ready to get up and teething then I have a 6 year old that wants to throw fits like a 2 yr old or acts like she has been beaten or aboused in which case has and nor would never happen she doesn't listen then has massive melt downs I think she has some anger issues she doesnt know how to express herself in the right manner or use her words, I do not recall myself haveing those issues as a child but growing up I have held my feeling inside along the years I have come to learn how to let it go or not to hold it in I may write in a journal or something like this to let it out.As a parent dealing with their own personal issues it is sometimes hard to express to our children how to deal when yourself is as well dealing in their own way , I hope that made since to whom ever may read this I am happy with my life not always but always greatful I do relize what we have and not to take it for grantit it can all be overwhelming at time to try and keep up on al of it house kids yourself and your partner and to stop and remember to breath at times inbetween all the crazyness I guess you just have to be thankful for the moments we have in this day our life because you never know what tomarrow ar even the next minute might bring sometimes I have to step outside and take a breather sometimes it helps sometimes it doesn't but all in all remember to remember for the time we have is right now yesterday is gone  tomarrow isn't here so we have right now with that said my babies yes babies twin girls 13 months and my 6 year old need their mommy so now that I have vented a little back to doing what I truly am ment to do is be a mommy to my girls they wont be little forever so thats it for now unil tomarrow or the next time


P.S. thank you for taking the time to read this if you did

this was starr being the star she loves those glasses

here is skylar playing peek a boo around the corner

this was the girls helping mommy with laundry

this is starr playing with the baby doll quietly

this was a little fresh air time outside it was beautifal outside so why not get a little fresh air,starr giving shayla a leave

this is my 3 blue eyed angles

here skylar shareing her leaf with big sis shayla how cute

trying to kep these 2 together was a job but I did it ya

Ok so after last night I was thinking I never talked about the good out of our day we had well here are a few pictures its not always a bad day around here hope you enjoyed the pictures I know I always do                                                                                                                                       Susanne

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

well yesterday was halloween and my daughter was pretty excited I don't know what kid wouldn't be.

So I origanally wanted to take the girls out trick or treating but skylar had a cold and shayla wanted to go with a friend so I at least got the girls dressed up and got a picture then the fun of getting shayla ready she was a japenes princess once done oh about forgot dad had to dress up while I was getting shayla ready so he could pass out candy, so then I put on my costume for the first time ever dressing up since I was a kid to help pass out candy have to admit it was kind of fun then I put the girls to bed turned on the monitor since I am on call all the time with the girls everything worked out well aside from my little skylar haveing a cold so without futher do enjoy the pictures and until next year hope you all had a happy halloween.