Why is it that you can wake up and be positive and look foward to your day then towards around say 4 ish in the afternoon everything goes to hell in a hand basket between tring to make dinner and babies waking up screaming from their naps not ready to get up and teething then I have a 6 year old that wants to throw fits like a 2 yr old or acts like she has been beaten or aboused in which case has and nor would never happen she doesn't listen then has massive melt downs I think she has some anger issues she doesnt know how to express herself in the right manner or use her words, I do not recall myself haveing those issues as a child but growing up I have held my feeling inside along the years I have come to learn how to let it go or not to hold it in I may write in a journal or something like this to let it out.As a parent dealing with their own personal issues it is sometimes hard to express to our children how to deal when yourself is as well dealing in their own way , I hope that made since to whom ever may read this I am happy with my life not always but always greatful I do relize what we have and not to take it for grantit it can all be overwhelming at time to try and keep up on al of it house kids yourself and your partner and to stop and remember to breath at times inbetween all the crazyness I guess you just have to be thankful for the moments we have in this day our life because you never know what tomarrow ar even the next minute might bring sometimes I have to step outside and take a breather sometimes it helps sometimes it doesn't but all in all remember to remember for the time we have is right now yesterday is gone tomarrow isn't here so we have right now with that said my babies yes babies twin girls 13 months and my 6 year old need their mommy so now that I have vented a little back to doing what I truly am ment to do is be a mommy to my girls they wont be little forever so thats it for now unil tomarrow or the next time
P.S. thank you for taking the time to read this if you did

this was starr being the star she loves those glasses

here is skylar playing peek a boo around the corner

this was the girls helping mommy with laundry

this is starr playing with the baby doll quietly

this was a little fresh air time outside it was beautifal outside so why not get a little fresh air,starr giving shayla a leave

this is my 3 blue eyed angles

here skylar shareing her leaf with big sis shayla how cute

trying to kep these 2 together was a job but I did it ya
Ok so after last night I was thinking I never talked about the good out of our day we had well here are a few pictures its not always a bad day around here hope you enjoyed the pictures I know I always do Susanne
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