I haven't been on in awhile things are going on and dont even know where to begin I guess for starters Love hurts alot wether you are with or without the person you love. Sometimes you can a love a person too much that you become blind to the real picture in this case that would be me I fell in love with this man we were happy living our life then we got engade then we had a daughter and were living the life he work days I worked nights things were good aside from the what I thought at the time were little bumps in the road looking back now those bumps were red flags that I was blind to the eye to see.I ended up pregnate agian except this time with twins talk about a roller coaster that it has been, so we done what we had to do move we got a house the girls were born we all were adjusting including our little girl shayla that now is not only a big sister but a big sister to twin girls.
I am lost right now scared and have to figure out things on my own for the first time with my children of course he wants me to come back and is going to be mad but I have to to to this for myself I have pride and this may of been the worst mistack I have made or the best only time will tell for right now I am scared to death and feel all alone even though I know there is our family and people out there to help I dont know how long I will be here where I am what I do know is that I want to be happy agian and until I find myself it is going to be awhile so till then may the lord be with me on this journey I am on god bless and thank you lord for getting me this far and walking along my side in your name amen.
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