Friday, September 30, 2011

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Autumn

I'm so done with summer... I'm ready for fall.

Life's Blessings: Lazy quick set :)

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Lazy quick set :)

to hell in a hand basket or whatever the saying is

Well up n early just like any other day drill sargent mom in the morning crazy by afternoon how is it that come 3:00 in the afternoon you get that feeling and it goes down hill from there or there r times like now when you just want just you time and you cant even get that ,morn afternoon or night I suppose that just life
when you have children lets see for a min I have one screaming in bed the other in walker with a cup of milk and the oldest that just woke up at 6:09 and refuses to go back 2 bed I need a vacation a big one maybe then I will come to understand my life when i actually have time to think papaw is coming over to visist with the girls today shawn is off but has dr app. I am truly blessed to have the people I have in my life and am thankful for all the help some days thats just not enough as sad as that is thats how I feel sometimes im trying new n different ways to express my feeling n not to hold it all in when altogether I just want to run away and never look back even though I wouldnt be doing anyone nor my children any good by doing that so with said for today will post later on how my day went so not to bad aside from being tired but agian thats always
when i c this picture of me I c fake thats how i feel at times is fake not real just a something

Saturday, September 24, 2011

our weekend saturday the sept 24th

Well my little early risers were up bright and early shouldn't say bright because it is still dark out ,any how not far behind them shayla was up at 6:30  so as normal I got them changed her fed then them feed and our day went as well as can be trying to entertain a 6yr old and two one yr olds with an old man that mind u is only 33 sick in bed well today was the day pat moved in we got rid of our living room set because hers came in plce of it big changes BIG i tell u shayla cried over the couch leaving then said she like our new one even though it is pats Im not comfortable will take tme for all of us and the change we did manage to get some more fresh air today we took another walk it was nice been a long day kids r in bed she is moved in and tomarrow is a new day it's only 7:30 right now n feels like midnight  adpting to all the change slowly I just hope and pray my honey feels better soon thankful for this day n the many moreto come till later thats it for today folks goodnight .
                                            susanne

fresh air

So yesterday was a cold wet rainy day up early as usual my mother in law was here by 7:oo am my honey was up n ready to leave for work I put the girls back to bed I visit with pat my mother in law Every now and then I will chart my day to just c what it was like at the end of the day,so without further due here was my day.
5:30- girls wake up
5:40 Im up start the coffee go take a quick 5 min break before I start the day off
5:45- I make shawns lunch for that day, then proceed with going to get the girls out of bed get them milk in their cups and put them on the walker and the bouncer yes they are twins.
6:00- change their dipears then sit and have cup of coffee while they babble and drinck their milk ,I then start to get busy while they are still being good .
6:55- take out the trash
7:00 I visit with pat as I said ealier shawn leaves for work
7:10- I lay the girls down for a nap
7:40 the girls are up including my 6 yr old shayla I make breakfest for shayla pancakes and grape with a glass of milk
7:45 I start to get the girls their breakfest ready,start cleaning all while being a drill sargent to my 6 yr old to make sure she is doing what she needs to do to get ready for school.
8:00- I feed the girls their cereal and milk in their cups, while shayla is still getting ready for school ( brushing teeth, getting dressed making bed ect )
8:15 time for shayla to get shoes on I am still feeding girls
8:20- Ifinish up breakfest with girls put them in bouncer and walker then I take 5 minutes for myself
8:45- I take shayla to school normally I would pack girls up and they would go but since pat was there and the wether was nasty she offered to watch them in wich I was thankful for her doing
9:05 I am back from taking her to school so pat and I took girls to lay down because that was our routine and the girls r ready by then .
9:11- I begin my daily chores that I do everyday grantit there r days that I dont do them I have lazy days I am allowed come on I am on call 24/7 as a MOM we deserve a lazy day from time to time this day just wasn't one of them.I managed to get dressed and put reciepts in and get the bed made made and to srart cleaning the house
9:57 I get one of girls of from her nap give her a morn snack which is 3 apple wheels and some water in her cupcontinue to clean up and look up some information online.
10:30- I read a book to starr then she plays with blocks in her highchair
10:45- I get starr out of high chair we go have some one on one with each other in the play room while skylar is sleeping
10:50- skylar wakes up I put starr in the pack n play  go and get skylar out oof bed change her dipear
11:05- give skylar a snack and water put girls in bouncer and walker
11:20 I sweep and vacume the floor then go take a 5 minute break for myself
11:40- music time for the girls so i can finish cleaning
11:47- finish moppingin the kitchenput girls on floor for floor play while still listening to music
11:50- sit down with girls while they play
12:00 figure out lunch dinner figured
12:00- Pat my mother in law eats lunch I make skylar lunch pat takes over on that starts to feed skylar parts of her sandwish
12:25 I lay skylar down
12:30 I feed srarr lunch
1:00- I lay starr down for her nap skylar wakes up put her in pack n play then I tke 5 mins for self
1:30 lay skylar down agian go put shoes on help pat unload her car
1:45- texting shawn from work talk 2 him
1:50 give the cat fresh water that i ment to do 15 minutes ago
2:00- get on the computer while I have a minute to myself
2:30 start a pot of coffee to wake up on this busy cold wet day
2:45- get a cup of coffee starr is awake so take a sip of my coffee, go get starr out of bed change her dipear
give starr a snack with some milk
3:05- start gathering stuff to go pick shayla up from school
3:15- head out the door to get shayla pat(mamaw) offered to watch girls since she was there and one was sleeping and so tha I didn't have to drag them out in the rain very thankful
3:28-back from picking shayla up look pover her paperwork from school thinking thank god it is friday no homework yeah!
3:30- skylar wakes up shawn is home from work brining in the things I asked him to get so I would not have to go to store very thankful once agian for another favor was done for me
3:35 shawn n I help pat move some more of her stuff in
3:50 give starr more milk take 5 mins for self agian with shawn finish taking stuff to garage while taking so called 5 min break
4:11- give girls a snack and milk
4:15- I srart dinner which it was potao soup since it was a rainy cold day
girls playing shayla watching t.v., oh ya I forgot to mention the part when shawn was done helping move his moms stuff he had already opened an beer and said he was going to bed he hasn't felt good all week
so he drank another then went took a shower and was in bed by 4:30 for the night pretty much.
5:30 ish - i decided that it would do myself and the girls some good to get some fresh air it had stopped raining and didn't feel to bad so me and all 3 girls went for a walk was wethewr nice I might add after the walk we loaded up & came in
6:00 have dinner,clean up after dinner shayla was my helper in which is very unusual but when they want something it's amazing what they are willing to do
7:00- I got the girls in their pj's then put them to bed
7:15- shayla and I played the board game sorry she loves that game
7:54- done play the game so time for clean up and to read a book and bedtime
8:10- shayla tucked in bed lights out, then I proceed with taking a shower  and trying to settle down for the night
8:20 -find myself sweeping the floor agian after that I called my sister shut the computer down by then it was 8:30.
8:40 Im retucking the oldest bunny back in bed and saying our goodnights once agian
8: 45- lights out I watch a bit of t.v. and then go to bed finally myself what a day
                                           at least we got that little bit of fresh air

will post pctures later if find the time

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Not yesterday not tomarrow but today

We have today yesterday has passed tomarrow is not here yet so with that said IM truly greatful for the things,lessons and adventures I had today. I started the day to the sound of my babies babbling and then crying yes there are two I have twin along with my beautifal 6 year old daughter, the morning routine went well as it normally does I got shayla off to school got air in my tires to the van then headed back home to do naps lunch play clean my everyday t things I do was pretty lazy at first no reason to have to be in a hurry all the time since the time we have flys right by why not enjoy it from time to time.
All was going well until after I picked up my daughter from school the not so good feeling comes when u know the day is going to be hectic in wich it shouldn't she was so happy to c me and her sisters but so full of energy that wich I didn;t have much of after taking care of girls so we needed to go to the store i wanted to do an extra few things but once we made it to the store all of it went out the window I just wanted to turn around and walk right back out it was indeed an adventure more like a real hard job , shayla is so jealouse of the girls when we r all out together we need to work on her feeling n how to corperate them in a right manner as well do  I have to stop n remember to just breath at times being a parent is a very joyful rewarding but hard and tireing job to have I love my children more than life itself they do not know nor can they even comprehind it till the day they  have a child of there own , it breaks my heart knowing my oldest daughter is haveing problems with her feeling and how to express them thank you for this day for it has had it's ups and downs the day is almost over the children are in bed the old man is in bed not feeling well and I am exsausted! but thankful n greatful to of had the chances and times with the ones I love and to share with whom ever may come across this . goodnight and until next time


                                                                                                       love,mommy honey n just me
my children are my life and the next generations future
                                                                                                                     

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

The addition

Oh I forgot to mention my mother in law moving in , alot over the summer on top of all else thats going my mother in law was having an addition added on to our home because need more space once agian, the constuction thing was a headach in itself but with all of these changes going on I feel like Im losing it its non stop around here even when its not it is if you know what I mean,growing kids jobs keeping up on the house you name it very overwhelming at times so much I just want to scream pack a bag and leave n say the hell with it all, but in all reality that wouldnt do any good  for anyone like right now as i am typeing this my girls r crying in bed the older daughter is in school old man is at work and I am trying to find some kind of peace this isn't working Im tired of being tired and listening to everyone cry when  that all I want to do at times myself is go curl up n bed cover my headed and cry myself, but no I don't get to do that Today hasn't been the greatest of days started on the wrong foot well not at first I got up at 4:00 am because starr was crying I decieced I would let her cry n she would go back to sleep well forget that so I got up at 5:00 am got her up changeed her then put her back to bed by then it was 5:45 so I started the coffee by the time shawn woke I had already had a cup of coffee and ask him if he wanted me to run up and get ciggeretes of course he did, after telling me the refridgerator was open so I went to get my shoes n then he said the light was on i had just got my shoes we had a yell match for a  minute then all was well ,except that I have been blah all day so there you have and it's 2:00 in the afternoon still have to go pick shayla up from school then figure out dinner,do homework ,baths then hopefully bedtime thats it for today thanks for reading if u did until next time.

                                                                                                                                          thanks ,Susanne

the birthday party



I had the girls birthday party on sept 17th on a saturday, I had made my own decorations which I was proud of and the girls seem to ejoy them so that was all that matter to me was that the girls enjoyed it. In which they did mamaw and papaw came and then a little while later my cousin made it, they played with balloons and had fun for the most part they never took a nap so at times it was a little challenging starr  chase the baloons while skylar try to eat them, we got it all on video and I of course took lots of pictures (note) there were people that knew they wouldn't be able to make it to the party that came to visit with the girls n gave them their gifts a few days prior to the party I am greatful for for all of the help and support we have recieved since the girls were born from friends and family so with this said and not having to much time enjoy the pictures of their birthday party.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

our visit from papaw

skylar looking at me thinking(another picture come on already would you just let us  have fun without taking a picture)
this is the both of them Starr in purple Skylar in the green,who knew  playing with shoe strings could be so much fun!
this is Starr and papaw
Yeaterday papaw came by to visit with the girls what a lucky papaw to have 6 grandaughters wow, he came over for a few hours the girls were taking a real good nap so when they woke up papaw got to go get them what smiles children bring to our faces is amazing he is one good papaw the girls snuggled a bit with him then they done the very favorite thing they do every time he visits play untie papaw's shoe laces and as soon as he thinks there are done he will tie his shoes and the girls come right back to untie them agian to cute, after the shoe play papaw played blocks with them, I fed Starr while Skylar and papaw played then we switched he fed Skylar and I played with Starr all and all there visit with him was good then they blew him kisses as he left here is the pictures I got been meaning to get a good one of the girls and papaws shoes n I finally did they love there papaw.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

A YEAR AGO






























girls playing together
dig in girls
happy birthday mommy & daddy love you xoxoxo
this is the girls yesterday having their cupcakes
Well I am a day behind a few months behind actually, but I thought I would try to get back into this blogging thing so here goes nothing hope you are still with me ,A year ago I gave birth to two beautifal girls twins yes I was shocked when I found out and now Im in shock as to how fast a year can go by.
My girls tured one yesterday september 13th and I found myself crying like a big baby my plan was to bake muffins with my 6yr old daughter for the girls birthday then sing happy bday to them , well that all went out the window we got shayla off to school then I played with girls inbtween trying to clean the house which is what iI do everyday except that now I drop off and pick up shayla from school yes Fall is here the school year has began to tell you the truth I wasn't and am not happy about it.Shaylas first day of first grade
Alot has happened since last year first I found out I was pregnate then found out it was twins after that we relized we were going to need more space for living so we buy a house next is kindergarden that was about to happen well it did then I gave birth to the twin girls a few days after my older daughter started school,r you still with me if so here we go ,so while all was going from day to day little sleep alot of crying alot of growing not to mention the holidays haveing family and friends over on top of the everyday living things got a little hectic at times, now that they are a year old I look back on all the memories that were made and are still being made everyday I thank god for my beautifal girls and their daddy .Wow how the time truly does fly right by from the first time I held them to the babbling and playing there are not enough time or words to express my feeling I have about my children except I love them more than life in it's self every moment is special in ones life no matter how big or small how close how far it's a memory we have or to hear .
Ok I can go on and on so with that said had to take a break already from writing this because of my daily duties as a mom just got the oldest to bed old man watching ball game on tv,and I so excited about our show coming on tonight survivor love it just hope I can stay awake to watch it thats it for today will post more tomarrow .