Not yesterday not tomarrow but today

We have today yesterday has passed tomarrow is not here yet so with that said IM truly greatful for the things,lessons and adventures I had today. I started the day to the sound of my babies babbling and then crying yes there are two I have twin along with my beautifal 6 year old daughter, the morning routine went well as it normally does I got shayla off to school got air in my tires to the van then headed back home to do naps lunch play clean my everyday t things I do was pretty lazy at first no reason to have to be in a hurry all the time since the time we have flys right by why not enjoy it from time to time.
All was going well until after I picked up my daughter from school the not so good feeling comes when u know the day is going to be hectic in wich it shouldn't she was so happy to c me and her sisters but so full of energy that wich I didn;t have much of after taking care of girls so we needed to go to the store i wanted to do an extra few things but once we made it to the store all of it went out the window I just wanted to turn around and walk right back out it was indeed an adventure more like a real hard job , shayla is so jealouse of the girls when we r all out together we need to work on her feeling n how to corperate them in a right manner as well do  I have to stop n remember to just breath at times being a parent is a very joyful rewarding but hard and tireing job to have I love my children more than life itself they do not know nor can they even comprehind it till the day they  have a child of there own , it breaks my heart knowing my oldest daughter is haveing problems with her feeling and how to express them thank you for this day for it has had it's ups and downs the day is almost over the children are in bed the old man is in bed not feeling well and I am exsausted! but thankful n greatful to of had the chances and times with the ones I love and to share with whom ever may come across this . goodnight and until next time


                                                                                                       love,mommy honey n just me

my children are my life and the next generations future