to hell in a hand basket or whatever the saying is

Well up n early just like any other day drill sargent mom in the morning crazy by afternoon how is it that come 3:00 in the afternoon you get that feeling and it goes down hill from there or there r times like now when you just want just you time and you cant even get that ,morn afternoon or night I suppose that just life

when you have children lets see for a min I have one screaming in bed the other in walker with a cup of milk and the oldest that just woke up at 6:09 and refuses to go back 2 bed I need a vacation a big one maybe then I will come to understand my life when i actually have time to think papaw is coming over to visist with the girls today shawn is off but has dr app. I am truly blessed to have the people I have in my life and am thankful for all the help some days thats just not enough as sad as that is thats how I feel sometimes im trying new n different ways to express my feeling n not to hold it all in when altogether I just want to run away and never look back even though I wouldnt be doing anyone nor my children any good by doing that so with said for today will post later on how my day went so not to bad aside from being tired but agian thats always

when i c this picture of me I c fake thats how i feel at times is fake not real just a something