Tuesday, September 20, 2011

The addition

Oh I forgot to mention my mother in law moving in , alot over the summer on top of all else thats going my mother in law was having an addition added on to our home because need more space once agian, the constuction thing was a headach in itself but with all of these changes going on I feel like Im losing it its non stop around here even when its not it is if you know what I mean,growing kids jobs keeping up on the house you name it very overwhelming at times so much I just want to scream pack a bag and leave n say the hell with it all, but in all reality that wouldnt do any good  for anyone like right now as i am typeing this my girls r crying in bed the older daughter is in school old man is at work and I am trying to find some kind of peace this isn't working Im tired of being tired and listening to everyone cry when  that all I want to do at times myself is go curl up n bed cover my headed and cry myself, but no I don't get to do that Today hasn't been the greatest of days started on the wrong foot well not at first I got up at 4:00 am because starr was crying I decieced I would let her cry n she would go back to sleep well forget that so I got up at 5:00 am got her up changeed her then put her back to bed by then it was 5:45 so I started the coffee by the time shawn woke I had already had a cup of coffee and ask him if he wanted me to run up and get ciggeretes of course he did, after telling me the refridgerator was open so I went to get my shoes n then he said the light was on i had just got my shoes we had a yell match for a  minute then all was well ,except that I have been blah all day so there you have and it's 2:00 in the afternoon still have to go pick shayla up from school then figure out dinner,do homework ,baths then hopefully bedtime thats it for today thanks for reading if u did until next time.

                                                                                                                                          thanks ,Susanne

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